Monday, 9 December 2013

Reverts.. MasyaAllah..

"My name is Cassie, I am 23 years old. I graduated as a qualified nurse this year and was given my first position as a home nurse.

My patient was an English gentleman in his early 80s who suffered from Alzheimer’s. In the first meeting, the patient was given his record and from it I could see that he was a convert to the religion of Islam, therefore he was a Muslim.

I knew from this that I would need to take into account some modes of treatment that may go against his faith, and therefore try to adapt my care to meet his needs. I brought in some ‘halal’ meat to cook for him and ensured that there was no pork or alcohol in the premises as I did some research which showed that these were forbidden in Islam.

My patient was in a very advanced stage of his condition so a lot of my colleagues could not understand why I was going through so much effort for him. But I understood that a person who commits to a faith deserves that commitment to be respected, even if they are not in a position to understand.

Anyway after a few weeks with my patient I began to notice some patterns of movement.

At first I thought it was some copied motions he’s seen someone doing, but I saw him repeat the movement at particular time; morning, afternoon, evening.

The movements were to raise his hands, bow and then put his head to the ground. I could not understand it. He was also repeating sentences in another language, I couldn’t figure out what language it was as his speech was slurred but I know the same verses were repeated daily.

Also there was something strange, he didnt allow me to feed him with my left hand (I am left-handed).

Somehow I knew this linked to his religion but didn’t know how.

One of my colleagues told me about paltalk as a place for debates and discussions and as I did not know any Muslims except for my patient I thought it would be good to speak to someone live and ask questions. I went on the Islam section and entered the room ‘True Message’.

Here I asked questions regarding the repeated movements and was told that these were the actions of prayer. I did not really believe it until someone posted a link of the Islamic prayer on youtube.

I was shocked.

A man who has lost all memory of his children, of his occupation, and could barely eat and drink was able to remember not only actions of prayer but verses that were in another language.

This was nothing short of incredible and I knew that this man was devout in his faith, which made me want to learn more in order to care for him the best I could.

I came into the paltalk room as often as I could and was given a link to read the translation of the Quran and listen to it.

The chapter of the ‘Bee’ gave me chills and I repeated it several times a day.

I saved a recording of the Quran on my iPod and gave it to my patient to listen to, he was smiling and crying, and in reading the translation I could see why.

I applied what I gained from paltalk to care for my patient but gradually found myself coming to the room to find answers for myself.

I never really took the time to look at my life; I never knew my father, my mother died when I was 3, me and my brother were raised by our grandparents who died 4 years ago, so now its just the two of us.

But despite all this loss, I always thought I was happy, content.

It was only after spending time with my patient that felt like I was missing something. I was missing that sense of peace and tranquility my patient, even through suffering felt.

I wanted that sense of belonging and a part of something that he felt, even with no one around him.

I was given a list of mosques in my area by a lady on paltalk and went down to visit one. I watched the prayer and could not hold back my tears.

I felt drawn to the mosque every day and the imam and his wife would give me books and tapes and welcome any questions I had.

Every question I asked at the mosque and on paltalk was answered with such clarity and depth that could do nothing but accept them.

I have never practiced a faith but always believed that there was a God; I just did not know how to worship Him.

One evening I came on paltalk and one of the speakers on the mic addressed me. He asked me if I have any questions, I said no. He asked if I was happy with the answers I was given, I said yes.

He asked then what was stopping me accepting Islam, I could not answer.

I went to the mosque to watch the dawn prayer. The imam asked me the same question, I could not answer.

I then went to tend to my patient, I was feeding him and as I looked in his eyes I just realized, he was brought to me for a reason and the only thing stopping me from accepting was fear…. not fear in the sense of something bad, but fear of accepting something good, and thinking that I was not worthy like this man.

That afternoon I went to the mosque and asked the imam if I could say my declaration of faith, the Shahadah.

لا إله إلا الله محمد رسول الله (lā ʾilāha ʾillà l-Lāh, Muḥammadun rasūlu l-Lāh)

There is no god except Allah, Muhammad is Allah’s messenger.

He helped me through it and guided me through what I would need to do next.

I cannot explain the feeling I felt when I said it.

It was like someone woke me up from sleep and sees everything more clearly.

The feeling was overwhelming joy, clarity and most of all…. peace.

The first person I told was not my brother but my patient.

I went to him, and before I even opened my mouth he cried and smiled at me.

I broke down in front of him, I owed him so much.

I came home logged on to paltalk and repeated the shahadah for the room.

They all helped me so much and even though I had never seen a single one of them, they felt closer to me than my own brother.

I did eventually call my brother to tell him and although he wasn’t happy, he supported me and said he would be there, I couldn’t ask for any more.

After my first week as a Muslim my patient passed away in his sleep while I was caring for him. Inna lillahi wa inna ilayhi rajioon.

He died a peaceful death and I was the only person with him.
He was like the father I never had and he was my doorway to Islam.

From the day of my Shahadah to this very day and for every day for as long as I live, I will pray that Allah shows mercy on him and grant him every good deed I perform in the tenfold.

I loved him for the sake of Allah and I pray each night to become an atoms weight of the Muslim he was.

Islam is a religion with an open door; it is there for those who want to enter it…. Verily Allah is the Most Merciful, Most Kind. “

* note * Our sister Cassie passed away October 2010 Inna lillahi wa inna ilayhi rajioon, after she gave da’wa to her brother, who had accepted Islam Alhamdulillah [not a hadith]

// copy paste from Tumblr (NOT MINE)

// goes to show.. action speaks louder than words

Sunday, 17 November 2013

Tips buat wanita! ;)

Assalamualaikum. dah lama arin tak update blog ni. ehehe. rasa malas sangat actually. walaupun banyak benda yang belaku sebenarnya. huhu. erm, kali ni arin nak share lagi something yang arin baca dekat fb. sangat bermanfaat, insya-Allah. :) hehehe. selamat membaca eh.

  1. 1) What should a woman do if she finds herself alone in the company of a strange male as she prepares to enter a lift in a high-rise apartment late at night?

    Experts Say: Enter the lift. If you need to reach the 13th floor, press all the buttons up to your destination. No one will dare attack you in a lift that stops on every floor.

    2) What to do if a stranger tries to attack you when you are alone in your house, run into the kitchen.

    Experts Say: You alone know where the chili powder and turmeric are kept.And where the knives and plates are. All these can be turned into deadly weapons. If nothing else, start throwing plates and utensils all over.
    Let them break. Scream. Remember that noise is the greatest enemy of a molester. He does not want to be caught.                           3} Taking an Auto or Taxi at Night.

    Experts Say: Before getting into an auto at night, note down its registration number. Then use the mobile to call your family or friend and pass on the details to them in the language the driver understands .Even if no one answers your call, pretend you are in a conversation. The driver now knows someone has his details and he will be in serious trouble if anything goes wrong. He is now bound to take you home safe and sound. A potential attacker is now your de facto protector!

    4}What if the driver turns into a street he is not supposed to - and you feel you are entering a danger zone?

    Experts Say: Use the handle of your purse or your stole (dupatta) to wrap around his neck and pull him back. Within seconds, he will feel choked and helpless. In case you don’t have a purse or stole just pull him back by his collar. The top button of his shirt would then do the same trick.

    5} If you are stalked at night.

    Expert Say: enter a shop or a house and explain your predicament. If it is night and shops are not open, go inside an ATM box. ATM centers always have security guards. They are also monitored by close circuit television.
    Fearing identification, no one will dare attack you.

    After all, being mentally alert is the greatest weapon you can ever have.

Thursday, 7 November 2013

Kenal, Suka, then? Allah cakap jangan dekati zina.

Assalamualaikum.. :) hari ni arin nak share something yang arin baca dekat fb.. kisah yang betul-betul membuka mata arin.. arin sedih sangat bila baca kisah ni.. little do we know kadang-kadang benda yang kita anggap remeh je tu memang sangat-sangat bahaya.. it may leads to something that more worse than u can imagine.. Allah.. bila arin dah baca kisah ni, arin sedar.. kadang-kadang mungkin bukan salah lelaki sepenuhnya kerana boleh terlibat dengan semua ni.. sebagai perempuan, kita yang mungkin tak sedar yang benda yang kita buat tu pun salah.. astaghfirullah.. #muhasabah.. bacalah cerita ni.. cuba renung-renungkan.. semoga bermanfaat..

  1. Assalamualaikum,

    saya minta maaf.
    dah lama saya termenung, fikir pasal surat ni,
    itu mungkin cerita awak sebagai perempuan,
    tapi percayalah,
    tak semua lelaki yang suka ajak perempuan buat maksiat.

    sejak dari sekolah,
    saya memang pelik, kenapa orang kata mendekati zina itu haram,
    bukannya berzina lagi, dah berdosa juga.
    errm, malas nak fikir panjang-panjang,
    saya kan sekolah lagi..

    tapi masa saya di sekolah, boleh kata saya kira baik la,
    saya tak hisap rokok, sebab saya tahu mende tu tak bagi faedah pun,
    tapi saya pun bukannya skema, pernah jugak ponteng kelas sekali dua.
    biasa2 je.hehe.

    tapi sejak saya masuk u,
    saya tengok pergaulan bebas antara lelaki dengan perempuan,
    memang sangat ketara,
    ye la, kat sini ikut suka kita nak buat apa,
    tak macam kat sekolah,
    nak jumpa awek pun sorok2 kat belakang stor dekat padang,
    takut warden nampak,
    tapi itu dulu,

    sekarang saya dah dekat u,
    saya tengok ramai perempuan tak pakai tudung,
    ada yang pakai tudung, ok la.
    tapi baju pulak hmm, seluar pulak alamakkk.
    ada jugak baju dah labuh, seluar dah longgar,
    tapi tudung pulak tak tutup dada,
    nampak segala apa yang kami kaum lelaki ni takde,
    adui, camne nak jaga iman ni?

    tapi saya still control lagi,
    saya still ingat Allah larang kita dekat dengan zina.
    sampai satu hari,
    ada sorang perempuan cakap yang dia suka saya.
    dia cantik, pakai tudung,
    dan dia baik juga.
    zaman sekarang ni, perempuan makin berani tunjuk2 'hint',
    mula-mula just nak kawan, sms nak share masalah,
    kalau pegi shopping atau holiday mana2, mesti dia ada beli something kat saya,
    mula-mula saya tak layan sangat jugak,
    takut jugak 'ter'bagi harapan kat orang perempuan ni,
    mereka mudah sangat perasan,
    layan sikit, terus ingat kita suka dia.

    dia dah berani call saya,
    dengan suara perempuan yang memang lembut mendayu-dayu,
    naik luruh jantung saya dengar,
    dia minta tolong saya belikan set kfc zinger burger,
    adui. banyak kali saya fikir nak beli ke tak,
    puas saya cari alasan,
    saya tak nak timbul fitnah.
    tapi dia cakap dia gastrik,
    hati saya mula timbul kesian,
    saya beli makanan dan bagi kat dia.

    mula-mula memang asalnya kesian je,
    tapi lama-lama saya rasa best pulak,
    ada orang nak msg saya,
    kejutkan solat Subuh,
    ada orang yang nak dengar masalah saya,
    ada orang yang nak bg hadiah pada saya,
    tambah-tambah kawan-kawan dekat kolej saya ni,
    memang majoriti ada girlfren,
    kira macam saya bertuah sangat2,
    saya tak cari pun girlfren pun dah ada orang suka saya,
    dah ada orang sayang saya!
    eh, syooookkkk la pulak :))))
    kau ada?

    satu hari tu,
    kami keluar berdua dekat satu tempat ni,
    nak lintas jalan,
    dia dah ada kat depan,
    tiba2 ada kereta laju lalu kat jalan tu,
    spontan saya tarik tangan dia.
    saya rasa berdebar,
    saya rasa terkejut dengan tindakan saya,
    rasa bersalah pun ada,
    tapi niat saya nak selamatkan dia je...

    yang paling buat saya lagiiiii terkejut,
    dia senyum.
    entah. tak faham apa yang dia fikir.
    'dia tak marah ke aku pegang tangan dia?'
    hati saya pelik.
    dia senyum lagi, dan kata,
    'Awak, terima kasih. sayang awak!'

    saya senyum juga.
    malas nak fikir panjang-panjang,
    ohh. seronok nya. lembutnya tangan diaaaaaaa...
    rasa nak pegang lagi.
    'ha, gatal-gatal!'
    akal saya marah.
    tapi hati saya nak.

    dan jujurnya,
    saya makin lama, makin rasa sayang pada dia.
    tak boleh kalau tak ber-sms,
    tak pernah tak call even cakap selama satu minit,
    ye la,
    bila hati dah rindu,
    bila hati dah sayang,
    bila hati dah penuh dengan nafsu.

    saya suka dia sebab nafsu ke?
    saya cinta dia sebab nafsu ke?

    'Tak! Kan saya nak ambil dia jadi isteri saya nanti!'
    Hati saya marah.

    'Awak pasti ke nak ambik dia jadi isteri?'
    Entah dari mana suara tu datang,
    Bunyi seakan mengejek.

    tak tahu apa yang saya fikir time tu.
    macam -macam perasaan,

    tapi saya buat tak tahu,
    biar dalam hati saya dah rasa macam,

    saya dan dia dah ter'couple',
    nak buat macam mana,
    best la ada couple ni,
    kawan-kawan selalu puji,
    dia cantik,
    even pakai tudung,
    tapi stylo, bergaya kottt.
    tambah-tambah dengan fesyen sekarang,
    siapa yang tak kembang semangkuk? eh.

    please, sama-sama jaga diri...

    satu hari tu,
    saya jumpa video ni.
    video hilal asyraf.
    tentang cinta.
    cinta yang hakiki.


    semua ada.
    saya cinta dia.
    tapi kenapa saya makin bawak dia ke neraka?


    kalau betul saya cinta,
    saya mesti nak bawa dia ke syurga,
    tapi situasi saya?

    saya terpaksa mengaku,
    saya kalah dengan nafsu.
    saya sebenarnya,
    ...ikut nafsu.

    sepanjang hari,
    lepas saya tengok video tu,
    saya diam.
    kawan ajak main bola,
    saya bagi alasan,
    member ajak lepak kat mamak,
    saya tolak.

    saya nak sendiri,
    hp saya letak tepi, tekan punat off.
    saya malu.

    saya dah tak sanggup.
    saya dah malu sangat-sangat depan Allah,

    saya still solat,
    saya kadang-kadang mengaji,
    tapi saya buat maksiat jugak.
    saya makin lalai,
    endah tak endah tentang dosa.

    saya rasa,
    saya dah tahu kenapa Allah tak bagi dekati zina,
    sebab nanti end up,
    jadi macam saya.
    dari sms, lepas tu call,
    dengar suara, rasa nak jumpa,
    bila dah terpegang tangan sekali,
    rasa nak pegang banyak kali,
    semua tu nafsu!

    banyaknya dosa saya.


    saya bangun,
    ambik wudhu,
    solat sunat 2 rakaat,
    saya mintak sangat2,
    Allah ampunkan dosa-dosa saya,
    Allah ampunkan dosa-dosa kita.
    dan air mata jantan saya mengalir laju.

    bila dah tenang sikit,
    saya 'text' dia,
    'Awak, this is not the right way. This is not the way that Allah bless. I let you go, and please let me go. I dont want to bring you to Jahannam, instead I'll pray for you to get the light from Allah. May Allah bless you and me...'

    dan saya terus matikan hp.
    buat kali kedua.

    saya sedar.
    tapi saya bergantung sepenuhnya pada Allah.
    sebab Allah yang pegang hati saya, pegang hati dia.
    saya tak nak berpaling lagi.

    dan untuk hawa semuanya,
    jangan terlalu murah,
    jangan ambik kesempatan dengan kelemahan lelaki,
    awak buat suara mendayu macam tu,
    sembur perfume wangi,
    pakai blous, skirt, selendang ala-ala hot gitu,
    dah namanya lelaki,
    kuat mana imannya,
    mesti akan tergoda jugak.

    kena sama-sama jaga diri,
    simpan godaan-godaan tu pada orang yang teristimewa, kelak.

    dan sekarang,
    saya terus begini,

    doa saya terus kuat.
    doa supaya dia faham,
    doa kita sama-sama dalam redhaNya.


    ni video hilal asyraf _ cinta yang hakiki.. you should watch this! sangat bagus..

    " kalau korang sayang seseorang, couple bukan caranya. doakanlah dia. simpan perasaan tu dalam diri. jangan bagi dia tahu. that is more sweet. memang pahit and perlukan kesabaran. but percayalah, ini adalah cara yang terbaik. biar sama-sama baiki diri sendiri dulu. kalau memang dah ditakdirkan jodoh bersama, insya-Allah tak akan ke mana. percaya dengan janji Allah, ok? buat apa kita bercinta dengan orang yang akhirrnya belum pasti jadi milik kita and belum pasti ditakdirkan untuk kita. that is just a waste of time. menantilah pada yang satu. ingat, lelaki yang baik hanya untuk perempuan yang baik.  semuanya terletak kepada kita. sentiasalah berdoa. Allah itu Maha Adil."

    Arin Azreen.

Monday, 4 November 2013

Islam is Amazing! Hijab is Awesome :)

Assalamualaikum.. hari tu arin ada terbaca kisah ni.. :) perbualan yang sangat menarik perhatian.. betapa Islam mengangkat darjat wanita-wanita Islam.. subhanallah... semoga bermanfaat..:)

  1. Assalamu'alaikum Warahmatullahi Wabarakatuh..

    Lelaki Inggris bertanya: "Kenapa dalam Islam wanita tidak boleh jabat tangan dengan Lelaki?"

    Syeikh menjawab: "dapatkah kamu berjabat tangan dengan ratu Elizabeth?

    Lelaki Inggris menjawab: "Oh tentu tidak boleh!Cuma orang-orang tertentu saja yang dapat berjabat tangan dengan ratu."

    Syeikh tersenyum & berkata: “Wanita-wanita kami (Kaum muslimin) adalah para ratu, & ratu tidak boleh berjabat tangan dengan Lelaki sembarangan (yang bukan mahramnya).”

    Lalu si Inggris bertanya lagi, "Kenapa perempuan Islam menutupi tubuh dan rambut mereka?"

    Syeikh tersenyum dan punya 2 coklat, ia membuka yang pertama terus yang satu lagi tertutup. Dia melemparkan keduanya ke lantai yang kotor.

    Syeikh bertanya: “Jika saya meminta Anda untuk mengambil satu coklat, mana
    yang Anda pilih?"

    Si Inggris menjawab: "Yang tertutup...”

    Syeikh berkata: “Itulah cara kami memperlakukan dan melihat perempuan kami.”

    Si Inggris menjawab: "Wow Islam is Amazing...”

Sunday, 3 November 2013

No Boyfriends!

     Asslamualaikum.. hari ni arin arin ada terbaca sesuatu dekat fb.. and i guess i should share it.. cuba korang baca and renung-renungkan.
  1. No Boyfriends
    As a Muslim, you know that having a boyfriend is haraam because it counts as Zina - fornication. Fornication, in easy English, means `sexual sin'. Allah expressly forbids romantic or sexual relationships outside of marriage. When people go against that rule, then you get the typical western society where people play sexual merry-go-round with each other, giving each other STDs, using and abusing each other, and destroying the sacredness of marriage as an institution. You can't even be sort of engaged to a guy, and then "date" to get to know each other. In Islam, non-Mahram men and women aren't allowed to be alone together (that includes talking o*!n the phone!), to touch (not even shake hands), or even gaze at each other. It doesn't matter if the guy you like is Muslim, a great guy and the Prince of England, you can't date him.

    No Boy—friends!
    The easiest way to ensure that you don't end up falling in love with some guy before you're ready to get married is to avoid making friends with boys. Of course in school you have to interact with boys all over the place, but that doesn't mean you should be best buds with them. Probably 90% of relationships begin from friendships. Chances are you're not ready for marriage, your parents aren't ready to let you get married, you're still in school/college and your crush is not the sort of fellow you want to spend the rest of your life with, so just avoid being friends with him in the first place. It really is the best formula for saving yourself from needless temptation. 
    When you have to talk to boys in school as teammates, lab partners, group members, and peers, it's best to maintain 
    a distance. That means that you don't confide in them, you don't let down your guard, you don't unnecessarily engage them in needless conversation, don't joke around, and never flirt. Yeah it may be a little hard, but this is your afterlife we're talking about. So many great sisters have put themselves in really sticky situations because they allowed a boy to get to know them, and either ended up liking the boy, or having the boy like them. o*!nce that happens you either end up becoming a pair (which is HARAAM!), or having to end your friendship. Instead of letting it get to that point, and then having to kill a friendship that you probably worked hard o*!n cultivating, you should just stop it before it begins. There are plenty of great girls all around who can be your friends and if you really think o*!nly a guy will understand your problem, then talk to your REAL brother, or your father, or an uncle.

    Allah.. #muhasabah!

Saturday, 2 November 2013


     Assalamualaikum. holla.. ;) hari ni arin rasa macam tetibe je nak merapu sikit dekat blog ni.. hahaha. sedar tak sedar, sekarang ni dah dekat akhir tahun dah kan? sekejap je masa berlalu. and... sudah tentulah spm pun dah semakin dekat!!!! ouh, tidak! macam ni? huhu. exam akhir tahun pun dah rasa macam setengah nyawa je. sobs. memang betul laa apa yang orang cakap, masuk aliran sains ni bukan main-main woooo.. kalau dah masuk tu, kena belajar betul-betul.. hmmmm... ntah laaa.. arin dah la ambik 11 subjek! 11 tu woi.. masih tak sedar diri lagi arin ni.. ish3.. sebenarnya susah sangat ke ni nak dapatkan 11A?? susah tahap tak ingat ke ek? ermmm.. mari kita kaji satu persatu....

1) Pendidikan Al-Quran dan As-sunnah.
hah, subjek ni kan kalau orang tak dapat A memang tak tahu laa kan camne. arin rasa ni laa antara subjek yang arin senang nak skor.. hehe.. arin suka belajar subjek ni..:) best! and.. sangat-sangat berguna..:) bila dah belajar subjek ni, banyak yang selama arin tak pernah tau, hah terpampang je depan mata! hihi. baru tau pasal cara nak tentukan hadis sahih, hadis hassan, hadis daif and macam-macam lagi..:) memang sangat-sangat best! :) plus, bertambah laaa pengetahuan arin pasal ayat-ayat al-Quran dan hadis-hadis yang sering digunakan.. hehe.. so, kena ingat ni betul-betul arin.. spm nanti, kau kena dapat A+ jugak untuk subjek ini! come hell or high water! ingat tu! :)

2) Pendidikan Syariah Islamiah.
another hah! hehe :) ni pun antara subjek yang paling best sangat-sangat! :) cuma kena rajin baca laa kan. hihi. psi ni memang la lagi susah sikit daripada aqs tadi but.. nak kena hafal sebab nuzul segala bagai.. but chill la kan.. ni pun antara subjek yang bagus jugak! and insya-Allah boleh dapatkan result yang bagus time spm nanti.. hehe.. ok, checked! another A+ for me. hahaha. :p

3) Biologi
hehe.. here dah datang dah subjek sains.. menjelma secara halus.. hahaha. belajar bio ni best laaa! serious! best sangat-sangat..:)  dalam banyak-banyak subjek sains, this is my subjek kesayangan. hahaha. arin memang minat sains actually. haha. but arin tak tahu lah why arin dapat B dalam sains time upsr dulu.. hmmm.. dah takdir kut.. hoho.. ok, back to bio.. ermm, bio ni memang laa best but nak skor tu memang laaaa sangat-sangat memerlukan kesabaran. yeah, kena expert every single chapter! yela, nak tulis esei ni weh.. ingat main-main ke? hahaha. nak tak nak, kena laa baham buku bio tu and not to leave any single line. hahaha. tak kisah laa kan, nasib baik arin sayang bio ni. hahaha. checked, another A+? yes, sure. :)

4) Fizik
yeay, en. fizik sudah datang. hahahaha. sorry dear, walaupun orang cakap fizik ni susah, aku tetap sayang kau fizik! hahaha. memang laa, kadang-kadang arin pun rasa cam nak ketuk kepala je bila nak kena ingat segala formula, nak hafal segala definisi.. fuuhhh.. take time jugak laa.. but, fizik ni not bad ape.. kan? kan? tak kisah laa.. janji arin bahagia dengan fizik.. hahaha.. fizik kira menarik ape.. kalau nak compare dengan kimia.. eh eh, kimia?? shhhh.. not here az.. don't spoil the fizik's mood.. haha.. ok, kira checked laa kan.. another A for me.. ;)

5) CHEMISTRY yang sangat laaa MISTERI.
.............. kimia, ouh kimia.. huhu.. kenapa lah kau ni membahagiakan sangat.. huhu.. add. math pun 2 kali ganda lagi senang daripada kau.. hahaha.. mula-mula arin memang kinda hate.  eh bukan, dislike je.. hahaha.. dengan cik kimia ni.. but arin ingat cikgu arin pernah cakap "kimia ni memang laa susah but kalau korang usaha betul-betul, insya-Allah. kimia tak boleh belajar last minute. kalau tak, memang laa han-cuss. cuba korang fikir, kenapa agak-agaknya kita kena belajar kimia ni? hah, sebab Allah nak kita tahu betapa besarnya kekuasaan-Nya. kimia ni sikit je berbanding segala ilmu yang Allah ada. kimia ni tak sampai sebesar zarah pun berbandingkan ilmu Allah s.w.t. jadi, sebagai hamba-Nya kita sepatut-Nya take note dengan semua ni. belajarlah dengan ikhlas. baru kita tahu, betapa hebatnya Allah s.w.t. Allah jadikan manusia ni mempunyai akal fikiran. Allah tak kan suruh kita buat benda yang tak akan mungkin boleh kita lakukan. kita ni je yang kena ubah mindset kita. tak ada yang mustahil. cuma manusia je yang tak nak berusaha.' hah, lepas dah dengar semua ni, i kinda insaf la jugak. ok, maybe arin just kena berbaik-baik dengan cik kimia ni. rajin-rajin lawat dia, tanya khabar, call-call selalu.. lama-lama dah jadi macam darah daging laa kan? huhu.. ok, i'm giving my best! ok, another A for me. at least A- for cik kimia.. ;')

6) Additional Mathematics.
hye, add math di sini. haha. kadang-kadang add math ni nampak macam tak ada laa susah mana.. but sekali dah try buat tu, hah ambik kau! haha. arin rasa add. math ni tak susah mana kut sebenarnya.. ;p cuma kena sangat-sangat RAJIN la kan buat latihan.. baru tinggal 3 hari tak buat add. math ni, plus pulak dengan memang dah tak jengok dah, memang byebye laa.. nak loading dalam otak tu punya laa lembap gi-la. haha. but nothing is impossible kan? kena usaha je. masih lagi berharap pada en. add. math ni.. walaupun hakikatnya arin nak dapatkan B tu pun punya laa susah.. erm, tak pe lah. janji tak gagal. hahaha ;p kalau terus tembak add math ni, lama-lama mesti down jugak kan? so, checked la ku. at least another A- for me. hahaha. A- je arin? ;p ok laa ni, ADD MATH tu. haha. 

7) Mathematics.
ok, setelah penat membahas soal add math tadi, rasanya mathematics ni should be no probs la kan? kau, kalau math pun tak dapat A, jangan mimpi laa nak lulus add math. hahaha. ;p math ni memang kena terbaik laa kalau nak dapatkan add math A. ermmm.. kawan arin dapat add math A. hah, dia boleh! kenapa pulak arin tak boleh kan? soooo, checked! A+ untuk mathematics! :)

8) Sejarah.
hahahahaha. boring? memang laa.. tambah kalau baca tajuk yang memang macam hape je kan.. otak sains macam arin ni bukan boleh terima sangat sejarah2 ni.. hahaha. but, sekurang-kurangnya arin ada penawar.. hehe.. apakah itu? tajuk sejarah Islam! ahah! arin paling suka tajuk-tajuk yang berkait dengan semua ni.. kalau bukak buku sej, ni laaa yang arin hadap dulu. hahaha. :) sej ni ok je sebenarnya. ok je.. yakinkan diri anda! haha.. kena sediakan otak and.......hadam! hahaha. tak kira laa, nak terbalik sekali pun kena hadam sej ni, spm nanti sej ni kena A jugak! yes! :)

9) Bahasa Melayu.
ehem2.. sudah terang lagi bersuluh bahawa anda, nor azreen binti ahmad johari adalah eh ialah berasal daripada bangsa melayu sendiri.. oleh hal yang demikian, amatlah mendatangkan aib kepada diri dan negara sekiranya saudari tidak mendapat A dalam subjek ini. hah, keluar dah ayat berbunga, berpucuk aq! haha. ok, checked! A+ for bahasa melayu! :)

10) Bahasa Inggeris
hello, miss arin's here. don't talk to me with bahasa inggeris na.. arin punya eng memang kinda hancur jugak laa. hahahaha! grammar pun berterabur! aq rasa macam bahasa arab lagi senang daripada eng ni. ;p hahaha, tapi pape pun, i can't deny laa yang eng ni pun significient jugak.. susah an kalau tak tahu eng ni? so, i'll did my best la to improve my eng. :) hentam saja lah kan.. hahaha. ok, checked! A for my english. :)

11)  Bahasa Arab Tinggi :)
haha, ni laa satu-satunya subjek yang memang arin letak smile kat tepinya.. :) arin sukaaaaa sangat-sangat belajar bahasa arab ni..:) best! hahaha. walaupun arin tak ada lah pro sangat dalam bahasa arab ni tapi peduli ape kan? hati dah suka.. hahahaha. arin nak belajar laa bahasa arab ni betul-betul..:) kalau boleh, arin nak ajar bahasa arab ni satu hari nanti. hikhik. ok, maybe sekarang bahasa arab arin tak de la hebat mana an.. but, wait laaa.. satu hari nanti, nganga je korang dengar arin cakap arab.. hahaha.. sebenarnya... arin... rasa macam nak je pergi jordan.. huhuhu.. kalau nak pergi jordan, bahasa arab memang kena flow + mantap la kan.. kalau tak memang merana laa nanti.. hahaha. ermm.. ntah laa.. arin still considere about nak pergi jordan tu.. masih keliru sebenarnya.. hmmmm.. apape pun, arin suka bahasa arab! and i'll make sure that spm nati bahasa arab arin akan dapat A+! hah, tinggi gi-la impian tu. but, i knew i can do it.. yes, i can! :)

ok, selesai sudah mengakaji ni.. so?? 11? amacam? kasi jalan laa ek.. hahaha.. insya-Allah.. kena study betul-betul, jangan putus asa, believe in urself, keep the spirit with u, doa, do the best and then tawakal! that is all that we need..:) di mana ada kemahuan, di situ ada jalanya..:) yes, never lose hope arin..:) go, go! jordan, wait for me hah..:) hahaha.. insya-Allah.. :)